joeljaryn's Journal [entries|friends|calendar] joeljaryn My heart is darker than these oceans, My heart is frozen underneath. We are crooked souls trying to stay up straight, dry eyes in the pouring rain, well the shadow proves the sunshine. To scared that I'll run always. Hold fast to the break of day light were, the shadow proves the sunshine. NAVIGATION;; USERINFO FRIENDS joeljaryn [ userinfo | livejournal userinfo ] [ calendar | livejournal calendar ]

[Thu/Feb/2010 at 11:35pm] why keep hoping on the material and not the eternal?  break of daylight.

playing God. [Thu/Jan/2010 at 8:46pm] i once stood strong, tall and mighty, above the seven seas. in control of right & wrong. head held high wryly, always in veto,  that was Cupertino. freedom of choice, freedom of speech, they were my toys & they called me confidante, i was within their reach with every word i preached. "I was God," I thought, very much so, hand wrapped round the world people'd hear my voice, and they stop, i gave them the liberty to control, a deafening sound, to an inaudible one. fast-forwarding, or rewinding they could. playing God they would.   Just when i was on top, all so perfect, i realized how much i lacked. oh flawless: what bullshit; i was such a wreck. head held high only to fall flat again, losing the meaning of life. playing God gaining all the riches. but was that all to life? gaining the bitches, but was that all to life? oh brave and bold, but crumbling within, breaking apart. torn. break of daylight.

orange. [Tue/Jan/2010 at 11:16pm] Living in a multi-faceted world, full of shadows and the unknown. some kill to live, while others live to kill. life is like an orange, it can peel so easily, and shed its colour yet being deceptive with how it appears  to be fresh, when in actuality, its just a mess, as you. hard on the outside, living such a bliss; soft on the inside, ever so sensitive. on the surface so rough, full of words that spill so swiftly, but they sure as hell hurt heavenly. Smooth and soft, tender and tough. why must you be? 010 break of daylight.

crushed. [Sat/Jan/2010 at 1:00am] on the surface i see you smile. With the muscles tensed, you seem so happy. Yet i look closer, doesn't seem to be. those deceptive eyes, filled with cryptic lies. yet with your tongue, your mind a point blanc. you tighten and tense up with a smile, acting as if the world a bliss, when i stare deeper, your live's a mess. tangled up words, in a messed up world. crushed. break of daylight.

All I Want is You [Wed/Sep/2009 at 8:19pm] have you ever heard a song a million times, but never grew sick of it, replaying again, yet again, hearing as if you're hearing it for the first time, refreshing your thoughts, He rejuvenates you; moving away from the lowly square one; but pushes you forward a foot forward, bringing you to places you've never been, he marvels you; never thought what you could have ever  done, he waters your seed daily, waiting slowly for you to germinate - even when your seed shoots out, he never moves away, still waiting for you, calling your name gently; Alas you answer! you follow His will, yet you falter, you feel you accumulate this bill, you reach out, he pulls taut, the battle you fought - saved without a doubt, by his grace, and righteousness, you find your place, BUT you'd shrill in disbelief, uncertain of where you're heading, and fall, you think he's not there, you stop believing, your faith grows cold, a barren and dry season, you think this is treason, in the wilderness, you misbehave, screaming at the top of your lungs, yelling, "Oh father! WHERE? just where are you, this pain i can't bear, drags my shoulders lower, Dont drag me to my grave! Yet he stands there all this time, staring at you - barren desolate creature, his hand outstretched, yet you dabble in the world, oh the pleasure, little do you know the season's over, and the time of judgement has come, oh what will prevail? needless to say, All i want is YOU. but was it a tad too late? break of daylight.

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