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My heart is darker than these oceans, My heart is frozen underneath. We are crooked souls trying to stay up straight, dry eyes in the pouring rain, well the shadow proves the sunshine. To scared that I'll run always. Hold fast to the break of day light were, the shadow proves the sunshine.

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All I Want is You [Wed/Sep/2009 at 8:19pm]
have you ever heard a song
a million times, but never
grew sick of it,
replaying again, yet again,
hearing as if you're hearing
it for the first time,
refreshing your thoughts,
He rejuvenates you;
moving away from the lowly
square one; but pushes
you forward a foot forward,
bringing you to places you've
never been,
he marvels you; never thought
what you could have ever 
done, he waters your seed
daily, waiting slowly for you
to germinate - even when your seed
shoots out, he never moves
away, still waiting for you, calling
your name gently;

Alas you answer!
you follow His will,
yet you falter,
you feel you accumulate this bill,
you reach out,
he pulls taut,
the battle you fought -
saved without a doubt,
by his grace,
and righteousness,
you find your place,

BUT you'd shrill in disbelief,
uncertain of where you're heading,
and fall, you think he's not there,
you stop believing, your faith
grows cold, a barren and dry season,
you think this is treason,
in the wilderness, you misbehave,
screaming at the top of your lungs, yelling,
"Oh father! WHERE?
just where are you, this pain i can't bear,
drags my shoulders lower,
Dont drag me to my grave!

Yet he stands there all this time,
staring at you - barren desolate creature,
his hand outstretched, yet you dabble in the world,
oh the pleasure,
little do you know the season's over,
and the time of judgement has come,
oh what will prevail?
needless to say,
All i want is YOU.


but was it a tad too late?
break of daylight.

[Sat/Jul/2009 at 11:01am]
 a million and one things on my mind,
looking at You i find...
break of daylight.

dreaming [Mon/Nov/2008 at 1:35am]
are you who you were?
are you who you are?

are you dreaming of someone?
are you dreaming of her?

is on your mind just fun?
is on your mind just play?

do you believe in fate?
do you believe in what fades?

wishing upon an empty star?
wishing upon an empty getaway car?

simply missing of what there was?
simply missing of what there is?

touching and reaching,
touching and dreaming.

break of daylight.

[Thu/Oct/2008 at 7:51am]
the first day
had gone its way
ånd flew
in the azure blue
with emotions loose

impressions to form,
memories to last
feelings rather warm
lifes a daunting task
full of experience
yet much challenge
break of daylight.

[Tue/Oct/2008 at 9:16pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

YOU ASSSSSS,
omg wtf wth, pissing off,

acads,
results
is that what the whole freaking world cares about?
stupid
dammit,

you asshole! D:

like,
dont
care
all
about
results,

i know your life
revolves all around it,
but like we dont care seriously
like the whoel world cares about

your points
your average
your grades,

LIKE WE CARE,
wtf,
GO TO HELL,

urghhh,
just cant stand it mannnnnn D:

enough ranting for one day,

GOD?!
are you hearing me!
im complaining to you okay!
just can't stand people
who
all
care
about
grades, D:

just really cant take them,
help me
to deal with them
with every passing day,

now i just,
i just leave it all to you,
i have no ideawhat can or will happen,
but its all in your hands,
i believe in you,
no matter what the result is,
i just,
i just,
need your help,
and your touch
to embrace the future.


break of daylight.

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