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All I Want is You [Wed/Sep/2009 at 8:19pm] have you ever heard a song a million times, but never grew sick of it, replaying again, yet again, hearing as if you're hearing it for the first time, refreshing your thoughts, He rejuvenates you; moving away from the lowly square one; but pushes you forward a foot forward, bringing you to places you've never been, he marvels you; never thought what you could have ever  done, he waters your seed daily, waiting slowly for you to germinate - even when your seed shoots out, he never moves away, still waiting for you, calling your name gently; Alas you answer! you follow His will, yet you falter, you feel you accumulate this bill, you reach out, he pulls taut, the battle you fought - saved without a doubt, by his grace, and righteousness, you find your place, BUT you'd shrill in disbelief, uncertain of where you're heading, and fall, you think he's not there, you stop believing, your faith grows cold, a barren and dry season, you think this is treason, in the wilderness, you misbehave, screaming at the top of your lungs, yelling, "Oh father! WHERE? just where are you, this pain i can't bear, drags my shoulders lower, Dont drag me to my grave! Yet he stands there all this time, staring at you - barren desolate creature, his hand outstretched, yet you dabble in the world, oh the pleasure, little do you know the season's over, and the time of judgement has come, oh what will prevail? needless to say, All i want is YOU. but was it a tad too late? break of daylight.

[Sat/Jul/2009 at 11:01am]  a million and one things on my mind, looking at You i find... break of daylight.

dreaming [Mon/Nov/2008 at 1:35am] are you who you were? are you who you are? are you dreaming of someone? are you dreaming of her? is on your mind just fun? is on your mind just play? do you believe in fate? do you believe in what fades? wishing upon an empty star? wishing upon an empty getaway car? simply missing of what there was? simply missing of what there is? touching and reaching, touching and dreaming. break of daylight.

[Thu/Oct/2008 at 7:51am] the first day had gone its way ånd flew in the azure blue with emotions loose impressions to form, memories to last feelings rather warm lifes a daunting task full of experience yet much challenge break of daylight.

[Tue/Oct/2008 at 9:16pm] [ mood | annoyed ] YOU ASSSSSS, omg wtf wth, pissing off, acads, results is that what the whole freaking world cares about? stupid dammit, you asshole! D: like, dont care all about results, i know your life revolves all around it, but like we dont care seriously like the whoel world cares about your points your average your grades, LIKE WE CARE, wtf, GO TO HELL, urghhh, just cant stand it mannnnnn D: enough ranting for one day, GOD?! are you hearing me! im complaining to you okay! just can't stand people who all care about grades, D: just really cant take them, help me to deal with them with every passing day, now i just, i just leave it all to you, i have no ideawhat can or will happen, but its all in your hands, i believe in you, no matter what the result is, i just, i just, need your help, and your touch to embrace the future. break of daylight.

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