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YOU [Thu/Jul/2010 at 11:32pm] as those tears fall, i cry out, i call, crestfallen and heartbroken, my tears pour like the never ending rain. the darkness glooms, as the enemy roams, i turn to you, i need you, where are you? Your name i call out, I'd admit i was proud, I give you my all, I give you control, I cry out, I yearn. I long I cry I am; You? You said you'll be there comforting. I stand here broken and torn. my melancholy sings, oh i just wanna go back to when i was born. just back to the start, a new heart. I cry, for you. Open my ears, I wanna hear your voice, All my fears; Please help me find my way, I'm way to lost. HELP?! break of daylight.

[Tue/Jun/2010 at 7:14am] I tried, I cried, I feared,  I teared,  Trembled, Crumbled,  You stood, I wish I could;  You laughed, I ain't   That tough, I stood Upon  Your wrath,  I cried, I tried.  break of daylight.

[Thu/Mar/2010 at 12:49am] Oh, don't you wish you could close your eyes, and disappear? break of daylight.

[Thu/Mar/2010 at 12:47am] It's falling from the clouds A strange and lovely sound I hear it in the thunder and rain It's ringing in the skies Like cannons in the night The music of the universe plays You are holy great and mighty The moon and the stars declare who You are I'm so unworthy, but still You love me Forever my heart will sing of how great You are Beautiful and free Song of Galaxies It's reaching far beyond the milky way Lets join in with the sound C'mon let's sing it loud As the music of the universe plays All glory, honor, power is Yours amen All glory, honor, power is Yours amen All glory, honor, power is Yours forever Amen ~~~   Oh im just so amazed by this song; how great you are; how you love us no matter what.*keep this in mind i'll come back to this* we always fail, its a matter of fact. but don't we try to step ahead, forgetting the past, just not wanting to flip back to history, no matter what it may be. oh, the words we say, oh, the music we hear, oh, the media we watch. are we taking a christian approach? A: Are you a christian? B: Yes. . . . A: %@&#*&%*(&#@! hahah, how's this so often possible, where we slip up saying words we shouldn't have said. hearing words we should't have heard, watching shows we shouldn't have watched. polluting our mind with the mind. Like Siddharta who embarked on a journey toward enlightenment, here i stand in between the lines - the grey, oh much to learn, i'd like to, today. Oh God, teach me wouldn't you, to walk in your path, oh how you love us no matter what. oh, your saving grace. break of daylight.

tomorrow. [Mon/Mar/2010 at 9:08pm] altho i might put on a brave front at first, im actually quite scared. i have no idea what to expect tmr. the interview, all the possible questions, yet trying to prepare for it, trying to be candid and honest; well what else can they ask for, just be natural and i've gotta pray, put God first, and he'll do the rest :) ahh do not worry about tomorrow, as it will worry about itself ;) so i shall just chill out! &pray, &believe. break of daylight.

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